i have a first date tomorrow evening. super nervous because the guy seems to fit everything i want in a man.

but, still, after the slew of horrendous first dates i’ve encountered in the past, it’s hard to believe this one will be any different. I NEED TO STAY OPTIMISTIC. maybe i’ll watch some gay romance movies on netflix. no harm in that.

i’m not attempting to compose some “omg i’m so emo” post, but i legitimately feel as if my life is EXTREMELY ridiculous right now. classes, work, my campus organization(s)…

wrapping my head around it all gives me a migraine. listening to music can only drown out so much…

january 9th, get here now.